I've been feeling crappy all week. Fevers off and on. Headaches. Exhaustion. I think it's because of the weather and my anxiety over this term ending. Trying to squeeze all this stuff into the last few weeks is wearing on me. This weekend I have been studying for my math final and trying to finish up all my Psych homework. We had 2 worksheets, 2 portfolio assignments, and 3 chapters to read and study before the test next week. I'm overwhelmed.
A few days ago ThugBoy told me his girlfriend broke up with him and he was really upset, but he was going to let her keep living with him because she had nowhere else to go. Then he texted me yesterday and told me that he's moving back to his dad's house so he can save money to come here and live with me for a while. Then he texted me this morning and said he only wants to come for a couple of weeks to visit. I don't know what to think. I think the kid is really confused and needs some time away to get himself together.
My other brother (the one with the crazy wife) called and left a message on my voicemail the other day saying that he was going to admit himself to the psych ward again, but then called back later and said they aren't keeping him. I guess his wife is making his life hell again. She gets her knickers in a twist every few months and decides that he's not good enough for her (even though he does virtually everything for her and treats her like a princess) and she starts seeing someone else. I feel bad for him, but I tried to tell him that marrying her was a mistake and he is the one who is choosing to stay with her. He could get a good job and his own place and be free of her...except for dealing with her when it comes to the kids. He just says he loves her too much and takes her crap, no matter how badly she treats him.
Ok, confession time...kinda. I have a little crush on my writing teacher. It's nuts. I'm happy in my relationship. I would never even think of cheating. But I can't help being attracted to her. I don't even know why I feel this way! I even dreamed about her a couple of times. Not sexual dreams, but in the first one I dreamed that we were sitting in the woods talking about books and in the other we were at the beach and she was teaching me to surf. I'm kind of glad the class is over and I won't see her anymore. Maybe the crush will go away now.
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For the record, I think I know "the crazy wife" and I don't like her much either. You are right..I have only seen them a few time, but your brother DOES treat her like a queen. I wish he wouldn't let her stomp all over him.
ReplyDeleteCrushes on teachers are normal. I bet she is pretty :-)