freaking out

I am stressed out so bad I can't sleep and I can't concentrate. I have been working on a scholarship application. I really need a scholarship. I asked 2 people to write letters of recommendation for me; a teacher and a friend. The teacher has been somewhat unreliable in the past so I was scared she would flake on writing the letter. She came through for me and wrote a fantastic letter. My friend, however, flaked. I had planned on turning the letters in on Monday, so I told her I needed it last Friday. She still hasn't given it to me and now I only have 2 days left. I can't ask someone else to write a letter for me and give it to me immediately! I don't know what to do. I asked my friend about the letter on Monday and she said she would have it Tuesday but she didn't. I mentioned it again on Tuesday and she said she would have it Wednesday, but she didn't. I think I'm totally fucked. The only thing I might be able to do is ask CJ to write one for me, but I HATE the thought of that.

Secondly, I'm stressed about this whole apartment thing. We still haven't gotten a call letting us know that it's ours for sure. I just want to know one way or another so I can stop worrying about it.

And I'm also stressed out about my 2 biology projects. The one for Bio Lecture is a group project. I hate working with other people because if they don't do the work, my grade suffers. I'm supposed to meet with my partner today to discuss the project. I haven't even had time to read over the articles I have to take notes. The other project I have to do on my own. I have been doing research, but I haven't had time to sit down and try to put anything together yet. I just have too much other homework. I have no idea how I'm going to get these both done in 3 weeks with everything else that's going on (and hopefully moving next weekend).

I really don't like feeling this much stress. I'm freaking out so bad today that I feel like I'll burst into tears or throw up at any moment. I just want to skip class and sleep, but I know I can't.