Monday, February 22, 2010
scholastic anxiety
I got accepted to college. Woohoo! I have some things to do before I can actually enroll though. First I have to go get a new ID card because I accidentally let mine expire. Then I have the anxiety educing placement tests. I am so freaking stressed out about the math test. I am really bad with Algebra. I'm hoping that in the weeks leading up to the test I can learn enough of it to get placed in the level I need to be at. After the placement tests, I have to go to a new student orientation. After that I can speak with an adviser about choosing classes and signing up. I'm psyched about going to college, but I'm terrified about everything that leads up to it...and I'm way terrified that I'm going to be the weird kid who gets picked on again. Just have to remember to breathe, right? Nothing can be as bad as my anxiety makes it seem. I hope I'm not wasting my time and I'm smart enough and driven enough to make this happen.
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Damn right you are smart enough and driven. I know your scared right now but you can do it. I have never seen anyone like you. You know what you want and you go for it even though you are afraid of it sometimes. Just stepping into the unknown is a foot in the door. Congrats for getting accepted. Just remember after you get through everything and actually get into your classes you'll feel much better. I love you and I am so happy for you.
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